waiting and holding on

Just an update, I am feeling really low today, it has been over 3 years since I first applied for a guide dog when I started to really need one and now 39 months later, I still wait for one. I currentlyhave no idea when I will get it. The Next class starts 10th May 200 but I am not holding my breath
Guide dogs still have no official policy in relation to guide dogs and who gets them or what criteria they use. I guess it is how much pizza the manager has had the previous night or red when he thinks you being a naturally quiet person if you are putting on an act or not.
Then when that proves him wrong he thinks he can think of another reason, rather than looking at the person as a unique individual who has the life he has formed by his own circumstances
I do wonder a lot how many dogs I have missed out on while they played games and yes they were games assessing and thinking I am putting on an actor was on drugs. I will never know. I begain the actual wait in 23rd Oct 2008. Everyone else who was on at that date for a new dog has had onefor a while yet i am waiting.
I jut wish they would get their ideas togetr and I do have a wide options area. I wish they would just fiond me a dog and I would travel interstate to get one if i needed to

talk more later

Jim